newly alone and probably forever
Candice and I are never gonna happen.
She's never gonna leave Ashley and she hates me.
And my mother has started being petty.
It's just me, by myself. And I know I have friends and stuff I may never have love.
Candice was the closest I've ever gotten and she was never even mine.
Now she has me, the mistake, running around and... Ugh. I'm an idiot.
I'm an idiot.
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She wanted me gone and made it happen and then I wouldn't leave her alone.
And I doubt anyone actually believes anything happened between us.
And my mother wanted me gone and she got what she wanted.
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I small part of my wants to not drive home and cry all day but I know I need to see my friend.
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She broke brain and my heart and doesn't have a single shit. No remorse. No apology.
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