coming full circle

I unraveled the second blanket I was making at Andrea's house. I didn't want to keep doing it by hand but I love that yarn. So I found a pattern I love and started it yesterday. 

Saturday the apartment called to tell me I was good and needed to submit check stubs. 

And then Tori texted yesterday to tell me she was in town if I wanted to get brunch. Hopped on that immediately. And this morning I felt like I didn't want to go. And then she mentioned wanting to go to First Watch. And I didn't want to go there because that's where I had brunch with Candice. Same chain, different location.

So I found another spot because it seemed closer and me and Tori had been there before. She really wanted First Watch and found a location midway between us so that's where we went. 

And it was fun. I miss talking to her and hanging out. We share family struggle and trying to find our way to the life we want but we're trying. 

It was really good. 

But that's another thing related to my life right before all this surfaced.

The blanket, the breakfast....

Is Candice next? I would love for her to be next. I would love for her to be back in her healing journey so we can try and do life together. 

...so I'm gonna start on my blanket again now that I'm back home. I just had to write that down so I don't get caught in a loop thinking about it.