tired

I am exhausted mentally right now.

Yesterday was rough and I hated it. I just wanted to crawl into a ball and cry all day.

And then my period started which helped explain things a little but not really.

My feelings are hurt, my nerves are bothered, I'm really worried about Tori's birthday trip. I would love to go but I don't think I have it ok me mentally and I really don't feel like spending $300 on a flight, God only knows how much for the hour long shuttle, room fare, Ubers or a rental car, food, drinks, activities, etc. And then my family has been on my nerves about the dog so I may have to pay to board her. 

So I RSVP but I'd rather send her $200 as a gift than go at this point.

I know me right now isn't feeling it, but I tried to book my flight like 4 times this morning and it did not work.

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