should I call my therapist

On my way to work. I got in my car and my air vents are working out of the front shout out. Open up my hood last night to see if I can see anything and nothing cuz I don't know what I'm looking at for the most part went to that so that didn't help but maybe not something when I closed it I don't know. That happened in the mood lately like my life is horrible as you know cuz you are my journal but I've also been trying to figure out like am I going to move where I should call my therapist or am I just in a mood and right now I think I'm just in the mood so I'm going to give it a minute and then if I'm still in a mood and I feel good just to make sure I'm good or if I'm not good what I should be focusing on so we're going to see. Highly recommend therapy if you can afford it even if you can afford like the cheapest version we're going to go to the women's clinic in your town or maybe the boys in club Girls Club may offer it or like they might be some free counseling for different things if you can get it get it it is helpful to have another human person stranger tell you that either hey let's work on these things or hey that sucks that happened to you. So I set some stuff that didn't show up in the journal you're going to drive to work and go get breakfast hopefully enjoy my day

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Okay another moment this morning at chick-fil-a. I was getting my food from the window and because all the people there basically know me the girl was like hey how long does it take you to get ready in the morning and I was like oh like 15 minutes LOL and she was like really you always look so pretty when you come here and I was like oh I'm going to jump out of my skin she was so sweet and I was like oh thank you

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I am on my way back to work. I had to go get check sign by nikki. And my biggest concern and she was going to ask me about the weather for the office meanwhile she asked me if I'm still working out f******. I was like oh s*** I've talked about that.. but how do I figure out a way to tell her no and also I don't want to talk about it. I was like No And I made it faces like that didn't work out I didn't I hated that it happened and she was like oh okay and we kind of glossed over and just a little bit about herself and I was like great good f****** can I avoid this whole thing that just passed by a car that I'm pretty sure it's Candice's because we work literally 5 minutes from each other oh my God there's a f****** another one there's three of them are you f****** serious right now. I literally passed a blue monster on the highway coming down to go to work I get off the highway immediately there's another one right behind there there's another one there's f****** three what are the chances what are the chances same exact color everything God help me.

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