pot of gold list

Because moving into this apartment has been stressing my out because I feel doom and gloom about telling my family, working with the lady in the office who's been very dismissive,l and I'm trying to not be argumentative, and I'm fearful of what's to come for me mentally being out of my house, my therapist suggested I turn my "conflict list" into a "comfort list" just like Andrea and me talked about. 

So (fuck), here we go 

1. I get to decorate my own place. I get to choose to be my full self and express that through the colors and vibes that bring me the most joy.
2. I get to invite friends into my space, an entire space that is me.
3. I can come home and feel happy, loved, safe, free. 
4. I won't have to be in fight or flight all the time. 
5. I can let my hair down.
6. I can sit on my couch and take naps. 
7. I can be myself, freely and without familial judgement. 
8. I can sleep in a bit more now that I'm closer to work. 
9. I'll be really close to Old Navy and Hobby Lobby. 
10. I'll live closer to my friends, like Kaitlyn and Maddy. 
11. I can be a couch potato. 
12. I can have my dog in the couch. 

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1. I can start cooking and baking again. 
2. I don't have to avoid my family every day. 
3. I get a bigger bed
4. I'll spend less money on gas
5. I'll be closer to therapy