my old dom

He just called me.

It's night time there and we were talking, nothing too crazy. 

But then he jokingly asked if therapy was a replacement for BDSM...

....sir? Are you making a play? On me?

Because, yes please. Absolutely do. 

Candice has obviously made her decision to no longer be around me and if you wanna slide in here and help make me feel good for a few minutes, please do.

...I just don't know what this year is going to be if the first two months have been eventful, yet again.

Especially with her. 

And now this? Coming out of left field?

And sometimes I really get the urge to just inbox Candice and take her up on her offer to be there for me.

That's how much I want her. I'm aaaaaaalmost willing to accept that from her.

But it's just as easy to not do it because I know it's the easy way out for both of us and it will only further complicate things. 

I mean, what does she expect to happen? I told you I liked you and the emotions were a lot and that I blocked you because of your girlfriend. And then after ignoring me for months, you're all of a sudden back in action and telling me I can come to you and you want me to know you're hear for me. 

She fucking likes me and is straddling the fence so much so she's physically avoiding me. 

So I have Nikolas who told me he loved me and is potentially circling the block. Meanwhile, Candice knows I like her, circled the block, and then just went ghost.