balancing act

"she knows she hasn't been there lately and how she has just been trying to be there for me"

Fuck. 

Why would she say that? And then show up?

And then to come into the open gym to speak to me when her girlfriend was there? Unlike she did last time.

And then keep finding ways to be near and around me in front of her girlfriend?

And then waiting for me at the front desk? Outside the bathroom?