6 months from now

Six months from now I'd like to be at peace with my circumstances.

I'd like to find happiness and stop prolonging my joy or growth for the sake of others.

I'd like to be able to get out of bed and be fully rested.

I'd like to snuggle my dog before putting her down into the floor.

I'd like to have an outfit for the day already picked out. Something that makes me feel beautiful and strong and confident.

I'd like to start my morning routine feeling more encouragement and less dread and annoyance.

I'd like to get dressed and then find matching earrings that are fun and cute and go perfectly with my outfit. Ones that make me happy.

I'd like to get my purse and water and head to my car.

I'd like to get in, get comfortable and drive without stressing about the next time I may have to take it in to get something fixed.

I'd like to spend the day surrounded by people who understand me, respect me, cherish me, want to see me happy, root for my success, enjoy spending time with me, are kind to me and others.

People who's character I can trust.

People who care about how they make me feel.

I want to eat good food. I want to enjoy my surroundings. I want to experience life fully. I want to connect with strangers. I want to walk with dignity in my purpose.

I want to handle disappointment gracefully. I want to manage my expectations well. I want to utilize healthy coping mechanisms.

I'd like to feel safe. I'd like to feel seen. I'd like to feel valued. I'd like to feel appreciated. 

I'd like to come home, still riding the residual waves of joy from the day.

I'd like to wind down. Check in with myself, wash my face, wash my hair, wash my body.

I'd like to put on something comfy to sleep in.

I'd like to climb in bed with my dog and close my eyes to a waiting sleep.