dreams

I just had the most realistic dream that gym girl posted a video to her Instagram to explain that her and her girlfriend are no longer together.

And how she's taking the time to see what actually makes her happy.

It was weird. It was like midday almost night in the video and it looked like she was sitting at a camp fire and you could see that her girlfriend was sitting right next to her but only a portion of her body was actually in the video.

And her face looked pained. She proceeded to tell people she appreciated everyone reaching out to her to check in and ask questions and ensured them she was fine but needed to take some time. 

It was like time had passed and I'd finally unblocked her and went scrolling on her page randomly to catch up.

And there it was, sitting on her timeline. 

And my hearr fluttered.

It felt like our time was finally coming. It was the first time in a long time that I felt happy and hopeful. 

I felt that nervous joy I feel when I look at her.

All for it to be a dream.