meh but better

Currently sitting at the nail salon.

I broke my nail at work yesterday while in the midst of a shit storm.

I immediately dropped everything and called the salon to schedule an appointment for a fix and a pedicure. Because there was no fucking way I was gonna have that nail broken until my next appointment, taunting and reminding me of how shitty of a day I was having when I broke it.

Usually I don't care about a broken nail, but nu uhn lol.

No.

And the pedicure was just a self-soothing gift to myself. I needed something to bring my body back center.

And it's working. I've got a nap brewing in me right now.

Times like this I wish I wasn't single. So I could doze off and my partner can be there to instruct the nail tech while I nap.

I will never forget the day I fell asleep in the movie theater. Like full blown sleep. I was curled up and everything.

I'd had a long week and I drug myself to the movies that has the really good food lol. The kitchen was just open long enough to fix me something and so was the bar. I ate, I drank, I fell asleep.

And I woke up to my plate being gone, my drink left behind and my ticket waiting on me to pay. I could not have been more thankful to the waiter. (He was also really cute)

Because instead of waking me up, he just did his part and let me rest.

It was a small but really sweet gesture that make me choke up a little.

Because I wasn't resting that night; my inner child was.

~

I also had a really hard time cumming last night.

I mean, I came twice but it took some work lol.

So I'm on ice again. From the only fucking action in my life.

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