dream

I had a dream about someone from junior high.

It was this guy I had a huge crush on lol. Really tall, bowl cut, super skinny, with a really deep voice.

Most importantly, sir is deceased. I don't know when it happened but I found out a few years ago. It was heartbreaking because he was really funny and really sweet. I think he od'd, which was a bit devastating. We weren't close but our proximity was enough for that to bother me.

Well, in the dream he called me while I was on the road with my mom because he had my big purse that I keep all my everything in. I don't keep my diary in it per se but I was so relieved to hear someone had found it and that it was him. And I could here his friend I also know saying what to tell me and they talked about driving Excursion, like switching cars or something.

But he told me to text him when I was on the way to pick it up from him. And it seemed like I was gonna get it from work which was odd. But then he sent me an address that I assumed was in New Orleans and I was so happy. 

But then me and my mom forgot to stop and grab it and I was really really upset. Like crying.

...so that was weird.