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Today was meh. Last week was rough. Saturday, I realized I've been depressed. Even though today was meh, I've decided to bookmark this moment in time. Today is the day I decided to work past my road blocks at work and continue being my authentic self. I could dump sooooo much fucking anger into this blog right now. So. Much. But if I ever find myself reading old posts, I want this one to be about a positive life decision I made in the midst of negative bullshit. It will hopefully serve as reminder that I can persevere in spite of. Today's therapy session was rough. I started off by letting my therapist know: I'm depressed and have been for a week and a half. I need help figuring out how to pull myself out of this cycle I keep finding myself in. We addressed the depression by evaluating how I came to that conclusion. Then I jumped into work stuff because even though it is its own beast, I know I've fought this fight before. I seem to always find myself in situations ...