where the ugly things are
I've felt off the past few weeks. Due to alot of things that boil down to three things really: slight vertigo because of swollen lymph nodes because my scalp flared up weeks ago and I've been out of medicine for a little over a month because I didn't want to address my bottled up emotions; I hid from them So, what are the emotions I've bottled up: fear and anger immediately come to mind. Basically, I'm angry but I'm scared to address that anger in a healthy way because of the responses I may get and how it may make me look. So, until I can get to therapy and unpack my fucked up vulnerability issues, let's go down the list of grievances I have using this healthy outlet to get out the unhealthy parts of my anger I'd like to release. Also, I'm high. I just took a little hair pull break. Nothing major. And I just turned on my Headspace rain. Let's fucking go. Christmas is coming early. TO: The Bitch Fuck you, you stupid fucking bitch. You aaaaaaal...