house of mirrors prayer

 (This will make more sense once I finish up with my other post, but for now, I have to get this out.)

My uncle is one more thing away from me cussing him the fuck out.

Because I am working on self, I am leaning on my religion in this moment.

My prayer right now is that our house becomes a house of mirrors for him.

The entire time he's been staying with us, all of three fucking months, he has:

• ignored all advice but continuously ask for help
• taken full advantage of my family
• lied to cover up lies to cover up lies
• sneaking around in our stuff
• pretended to know all of everything about the world
• been manipulative
• been disrespectful
• completely disregarded our rules to how we cohabitate

I'm honestly sick of his shit and I don't know how I've managed to hold my tongue for so long. Actually, it's call internalizing, but you get my point.

I pray our house becomes a house of mirrors for him. I want him to be so confused, he can't see straight. I want him to walk with his arms out, trying to maneuver from mirror to mirror. I want him to try mime his way out and hit a mirror every time he thinks he's finally found an exit. I want every reflection of himself he sees on the way out to present as ugly as he is on the inside. I want his guilt to confuse him. I want all of these things to build so much pressure and confusion that he cannot wait to get out.

I don't even want actual harm to come his way. I just want him out of this house and I don't want any communication between him and my family again.

His behavior is egregious, to say the least and I fucking called it from jump.

He's done whatever he wants to do and expected my family to just deal with. His 'oh well' energy is the shittiest trait a person can have.

I do not trust him. I do not like him.

I do not want anything to do with him.

The worst part of it all-- I called it. I fucking called it and my mother didn't listen to me. Even when he officially moved in and I would notice stuff, she would brush it off and give him the benefit of the doubt. Well, while she learned the hard way, I've been internalizing all the everything to keep the peace.

I'm done. I'm taking a stand for this family because it's warranted. And it all starts with this prayer. I'm laying it all out for God to hopefully take control and shake his shit up.

Welcome to the fun house, jackass.