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i've been poisoned

 Welp. Over the last two months, I've realized I've been being poisoned. Not by someone, but by something. That something being Carbon Monoxide. In two separate locations. No lie. So, about maybe mid-July, my department moved to a new office location that solely hosts us. Around the same time, we moved into another house. Since then, I'd been slowly going downhill. I would wake up sad and not wanting to go to work but didn't understand why. I'd started pulling my hair out more and more. I felt drowsy, paranoid. overwhelmed about the slightest things. One day I spent like 30 minutes at the computer trying to figure out why the vendors I always always always did entries for were no where to be found in the system. I finally gave in and went to my supervisor and she looked confused when she reminded me the specific location I was working on had their entries done differently, i.e. those vendors never existed in the system I was working in. I legit thought I was losing ...