what living looks like

Yep. I have a Dom. Really, I've had two Doms over the past three years. I guess you can say I'm in the community. I've had a D for about two years now. On and off really. Honestly, I really worked up the courage to tell my best friend when he dumped me (I'll get to that). I just chickened out because it never seemed like the right time. I almost told her this weekend when I realized it wasn't the time that was wrong, I just don't think she'd understand. Not in a "I don't get it but if you're happy and not being forced to do anything you don't want to I'm good" type of way. I just know it'd be one of those things that she would always make references to, have backhanded comments about, etc. So, this is my first time really telling anyone. No one know except for him and I. Unless he's told someone, I don't know. It's possible but I wouldn't mind. I trust him not to air me out because I've been open and honest w...

Well, this title has been saved since October 2020 so that should tell you how it's going. I'm recommitting myself to this freaking blog, if anyone's still out there. I guess I should probably play catch up first. *clears throat* Well, I've had a shitty weekend, which is really the reason I'm writing. But I just opened up this blog on my phone to see the last thing I posted and boy is that hilarious to see. First of all, I was right about one thing and wrong about the other. Turns out he isn't my boss. I learned that maybe like a week or two after that entry. Honestly, it's probably the reason I have been putting this off. Internal embarrassment. It's kind of funny now. Anyways, he's just my coworker who has a crush on me. Very handsome man, but the more I got to hear him speak, alot-alot, and interact with other people, I quickly learned that he is the Toby of our office. He's nice but no. It's not the romantic meet-cute I hoped it to me. An...