dreams 💭

Welp. Electrical fire, some sort of school and watching my fiddle leaf fig die all combined themselves into one dream. They didn't necessarily happen in this order, but here we go. Weirdly enough the small fire was in our old house. Idk how it started but it was tiny. My mom and maybe one of my sisters were there. We tried putting it out, I was smacking it with a white towel. All of a sudden I realized 'oh look a fire extinguisher is literally right here to my right. So I yelled to pass it to me. I feel like I used it without unhooking the hose. Just sprayed it from the position it came in.

Then I was at this school place-thing. I don't know. I went to use the bathroom and my sister and Mom joked that I was walking to one far away when there was one literally right there. She offered to let my sister go first and I said no I've got it. Then at one point I was almost in tears explaining to someone how o didn't think I could move out. Could I afford it? What if my roommate moved out?? And then my other dream was me just staring at my dead/dying fiddle leaf fig. I felt hurt but I also didn't feel anything. I know it makes no sense but, it happened. It was still standing and the leaves were still attached, but they were basically almost all the way brown.