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let me complain

I do whatever I can for just about anyone. Bending over backwards should be on my resume. I also always (for the most part) try to be as positive as I can be. I try to realize what's realistic and move past it positively. I'm a spinner. It's kind of a way I manage my anxiety too. Every now and then I get to a point of 'wtf ugh!'. When I'm there, I like to complain. It's the best form of venting for me. When I'm complaining, I've usually already come to terms with what may or may not happen in the end of whatever the situation. If I'm not venting, I'm pulling my hair and anxiously spiraling out. So, back to where we started. I like to complain when I just need to get past something. Saying out loud is freeing. Hearing my thoughts, but now just me talking to myself. So who did I call to complain to today -- my best friend. What did she do? Basically tell me to get over it. If I needed advice, I would've asked for it. I called to complain,...